/o\!!!
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surprised
What did I do to deserve this.
- Mood:
aggravated
:( I'm an asshole.
- Mood:
exanimate
- Star Trek XI - 3 Disc Blu-Ray Edition: have you seen the special features guys? :( They're so amazing.
- Paid time for Dean, Oz, Kirk, Merlin and [character x] at CFUD for a year: Well... whenever december sales are announced.
- Star Trek XI Novelization: I don't dislike Zachary Quinto's audiobook version, but it makes it hard to gleam info for it (and I keep. laughing)
- Supernatural Season Four boxset: This is... a given
- Pandora Hearts Odds and Ends artbook: It has Crimson Shell artwork too! I love the Crimson Shell peeps. Victoriaaaaaa.
- Love: Always the best gift to get.
- Mood:
curious
- Hung out with Toph and Frau. It felt good. It made me feel good.
- My computer screen broke :(
- I love everyone.
- After a week of crying to myself, I'm feeling better at things. More productive!! Trying at jobs again!!
- I read Finder by Emma Bull again. I love how every time I read this book, my heart just swells. I wish more people read it.
- I might go to the library soon to pick up the stuff
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perfectdays recommended to me - How is everyone else?
- Mood:
accomplished
- Mood:
dorky
- Mood: accomplished
- Mood:
blah
borncaptain!! I know everyone is supershocked by this turn of events!! I mean, I certainly didn't start plan on it the minute the last counselor round closed. Not me, nooo. ... yeah okay, shut up, I stressed, I cried, I couldn't sleep because of this week. I've never been so glad that's over guys. So glad. Also I was geeky enough to hunt around LJ to get Kirk a moodtheme. sob.I didn't think that as soon as I got him and start playing him, I'd be hit by the insecurity blues. It was a very weird and uncomfortable feeling for me and it got me even when I was playing Dean and Oz. I guess it's just nerves? too much excitement? A COMPLETE AND UTTER LACK OF SLEEP THIS WEEK? Who knows? I just feel insecure about everythiiiiiiiiiiing and god, I have so many awesome people around me, what if I fuck up badlyyyyy ahh. I guess the pressure of playing ~populah~ characters is finally hitting me. (I can just. never equate that phrase to me. It makes me confuzzled)
And Microoooo, what do I do about you? I'm pretty sure I'm apping Dean there (don't hit me katy I'll do tomorrow really ;;) and there's no force in the universe that can tell me not to app Thom, my clueless gay porno guy there. I've been wanting to play him for agessssss and
telrunya,the light of my life is apping Damian and we'll start a gay club in micro and sob I'm excited for it :(. At least I dropped Shawn. That was a terrible apping decision. Even if he was pretty.NOW IN OTHER NEWS. Deleted Scenes from "No Man Has Gone Before". I'm amused by the probing introduction. I should rewatch that episode (maybe Gary will appear in the movie!! and have lots of homoerotic subtext with kirk!! And Spock will run around with a giant gun!! god I love Trek ;;)
- Mood:
cynical
Oh yes.
That would be me.
sob.
- Mood:
disappointed
- Mood:
crushed
- Mood:
energetic
< Dean > ... love
< Abel > IT'S TRUE
< Dean > but who can stomach his cold hard embrace? Clearly a Transformers
< Abel > ... Yes
< Dean > "I know how hard it is to bear the pain of your cold metal skin and give up nature, but I can understand your soul so come give me a hug" said Prowl
< Abel > "We could go look at kittens" "I--I would like that"
< Dean > oh god.
- Mood:
awake
I took my feet for a walk
Or my feet took me for a walk
The sand shone on the beach
Or the beach shone on the sand
The crabs scuttled here and there
As the gulls were crying "Beware! Beware!"
As the waves danced to a tune
The sun went down and up came the moon!
AS the fish swam back hom
The frogs came out and danced alone
Then came the time for me to go home
As I reached, I noted the details
How unique the beach was, especially the seashells
How unique things can be
If you observe, very carefully.
This is a poem my father came back, from his trip to his ancestral home and my grandfather and this poem was written by me when I was... ten? twelve? less than that? And while it's not a mark of genius, it fills me with hope.
- Mood:
grateful
- Mood:
distressed
On the other hand, it hasn't been that bad a day. I am going to set a mini-goal!!! and try and friend people more and not freak out.
- Mood:
drained
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SIAAAAAAAAAAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
fuck I first typed that as Dean Sian sob.
- Mood: accomplished
Then my physician almost made me cry by going, "You go to school? When are your classes? Do you work?" and I was like "Stop asking. Please"
I guess I do really have difficulty talking about it and talking about it more (apparently or so wiser people like my mom has told me) will help me get over it. Because lots of people don't get college right? Lots of people screw up their contracts and courses right??? ... Yeah, it still really hurts like a bitch to say it.
I'mmm not gonna start on the stimulants today, but possibly tomorrow. Today, I'm going to zen myself out and perhaps finally start on Tales of Vesperia. Or watch more Star Trek. Both good options!
- Mood:
contemplative
like a winner.
Therapy today and I've added another wasted day to my months of wasted time.
- Mood:
sad
Kurt Hummel and Speed Racer to "I Don't Dance" kinda wins
sob I'll get around to Glee after my gay vampire show.
- Mood: awake
- Music:Pink - Boring
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